me and myself

wish-list.

2005-12-05T18:46:00.000+08:00

1. Braun Buffel Single Key Holder ($46)
2. Babolat Pure Drive Racket ($195)
3. Adidas Barricade IV Tennis Shoes ($130)
4. Lacoste Polo Shirt ($99)
5. Adidas Slippers ($29)
6. Swatch Watch ($200)

NOTE

2005-10-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

my blog is under construction.

you see, i was choosing a suitable skin for my blog but i didn't see any.
so i decided to used the same one as my baby's.

it's still missing a tagboard because it just wouldn't appear.haha.
my baby is tired and will continue soon.

=)

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2005-10-10T20:30:00.000+08:00

there was 'sports day' today. but i didn't go. lucky me.
then i went to town to meet baby. she was late(as usual). hahah. kidding lah.
saw many Cj people in town. saw yuhan too. so cool.
mm.. oh. i saw some nice jeans from levi's toooo. i want it.
spent about 2 hours with baby only.
cuz i had to leave for my hair cut. hahahaha

at the saloon, before the lady washed my hair, she gave me a few fhm magazines to read lah. but i picked up the man's health mag. then my mum came. haha. sabotage me.
when the woman was washing my hair, i decided to close my eyes.
then she interupted my rest by asking 'you tired huh ?'
i got shocked lah. nv expected her to talk to me.
then she ask me where i stay, where i study. kinda irritating lah.
my hair is pretty short now. okay lahh. donno how to manage my hair also.

my baby is helping me change my blog thingy now ! Yay.

9/10

2005-10-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

i went out with baby today. =)

we were like tourist today.
we went to lim bo seng memorial thingy. hahahah
and the merlion too.

raffles city.
city link.

love her.

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2005-10-09T13:39:00.000+08:00

alrighty. i visited the doctor 3 times this time.
the first antibiotics he gave me was too weak.
then he prescribed me a stronger dose.
but i got rash after taking it. so must change again

and i went for blood test too. in case. haha.
nothing's wrong with me.

i'm recovering already ! yay. ahaha

=)

2005-10-06T22:09:00.000+08:00

HEY people.
My promos have ended ! aren't you happy for me ? haaa.....
anyway, i miss ALL my friends badly !

ohh. my last paper was physics. wasn't that easy u noe..
and, i went to the toilet to puke half way. and i couldn't think properly and was a struggle cuz i was sick. =((
i'm still sick now.

hope i'll be fine soon; i wanna play ! =)

note.

2005-10-03T22:02:00.000+08:00

eh George. if u happen to visit my blog.

i really don't know what happened to us lah.
last time, i used to call whenever u don't call me.
i told u many times that u will never call me unless u need my help and stuff.
so i decided to not call u and see if its true.

and this is what happens.
u never called me after that.
we barely chat. i don't know if u have other friends thus forgetting me or what.
but we fucking stay in the same condo. can't we even meet up ?
i don't know if u even remember me.
i'm ELVAN. your once-schoolmate, buddy, neighbour, whatever else.

just to let u know. my holidays are coming up.
if u feel like savaging our friendship, just call me lah
if u are damn busy with your stuffs and friends, then its okay.
i can't really do much.
i feel like i don't even know u anymore.

*btw, to those who have no idea who george is, he is my buddy lah, i'm not some gay fuck.

tiredtiredtiredtired.

2005-10-03T21:58:00.000+08:00

hello. i had chemistry exam today.
generally, it was okay lah. wasn't that good.
er.. this time, there was like 40 mcqs lah. mid years had 30 only.
there's wasn't enough time to check it..

section 2 was just alright. don't know if i can achieve the grade i want.
sometimes, i feel that i give myself too much pressure.
but that's how i improve and obtain better results.

andddd... the last paper is on the 6th ! physics. kinda sian lah.
so many things to study. pretty worried.
okay. i'm pretty tired now. goona sleep already.

i love my friends ! =)

ehhh.

2005-09-24T12:39:00.000+08:00

hey. i had my GP exam yesterday. it was kinda bad lah.
very worried. afraid that i might fail again.

the other subjects are kinda okay. but i'm not doing enough revision.
left a few more days to each subjects. must use my time wisely.
i've got many plans for after promos.

i donno what to write. sucks. grr. bored. hungry. tired. fuck.

i'll blog again when i got more things to say. hee

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2005-09-08T20:05:00.000+08:00

the idea of blogging is kinda scary sometimes.
somethings i typed last time were kinda explicit.
i no longer hold grudges against some things already.

anyway. i donno what to study. kinda bored. tired. lazy. irritated. fucked up..........

2005-09-07T23:25:00.000+08:00

this fucking thing took me about 10 mins to get it up.
my stupid computer seems kinda slow and the pop-ups are fucking irritating.
that's one reason why i'm kinda uninterested to blog.

anyway, i'm into the one week break.
i supposed to spend my time revising my work but i'm not.
feeling damn disappointed and irritated with myself. not much time left.
planning to spend the rest of this break wisely. hopefully.

apart from that, i've got a SISTER ! haha.
she's yu han, got to know her in school.
she's really cool and cute.
glad to have known her.

mm.. and i'm feeling kinda troubled with some stuffs.
think i would need to write in all out ( at least ) or i'll die if i bottle it up.

my posts always seem kinda sad but that's what it is for.
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sleepy but studying soon.

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

2005-09-02T19:25:00.000+08:00

hey. i've decided to blog again. haha.
it's pretty nice to look back and see how i felt last time about various issues.
things are changing for me now. for the better i guess.
i like many people in school. think they are kinda cool !

promos are coming up. 3 weeks time.
gonna play after that. hope to meet up with all my friends.
St. Andrew's Buddies. cadamadrie of SRJC pals.

i'm hungry now.

2005-08-21T15:56:00.000+08:00

my dead blog.

2005-07-19T16:57:00.000+08:00

6 days ago.

hey.

2005-07-16T15:40:00.000+08:00

wow. i gave a note to this girl at the gym a few days back. telling her that i was interested to know her, and left my no. on the paper too. she replied.

but. i donno what and how should i go about doing it. especially when i'm so busy with my school work.
i was at the verge of going insane this week, sometime in the beginning of the week.

too stressed. guess i need to learn how to calm myself down. haha.

2005-07-07T20:22:00.000+08:00

pardon the way that i stare.

%#@%$#

2005-06-30T08:52:00.000+08:00

hello. long time since i last blogggggged.
having my stupid CT now. i'm afraid i can't handle GP and CHINESE.
my chinese is so fucking bad. i don't even understand the paper at all.
sometimes i regreted having gone to a jc. don't know if it's a wrong choice.
can't wait for this CT to be over. i need a break. haha.

i'm gonna play tennis tomorrow after my physics paper. cuz the next paper is on tuesday. hope i have enough time to revise for it.

#

2005-06-02T19:13:00.000+08:00

um... never felt that attracted to anyone before.

this girl in my school, just simply beautiful. sweet smile. pretty face.

this girl in my condo, real sweet looking. pretty too.

what am i gonna do.

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2005-05-25T17:54:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

argh.

2005-05-25T17:46:00.000+08:00

i miss her like crazy. CRAZY.

hey hey

2005-05-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

yeah. i had no lessons today cuz it's sports day.
went to ccab at 7.15am. and the made they JC1s stand in the sun to watch.
was veri boring. many people wandered off.
after the track events, it was time for the sports. and i played volleyball for the first time.
haha. didn't know how to hit the ball la. even though my class lost, it was damn fun.
at least we tried !

reached home at about 2pm. then i watched the tv, then i decided to take a nap.
woke up at 4.45pm. then i went to queensway to re-string my racket.
cuz my previous strings got screwed. and i modified my racket by adding lead tape.
now it has a awesome feeling. haha

there's no lessons on monday too. isn't that great ?
need to do some catching up on my work. don't understand quite alot of work.
lectures are so fast, tutorials lagging, learning different things at the same time.
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there's someone on my mind. always.

oui

2005-05-14T22:12:00.000+08:00

hey. i've got a feeling that i can't do that well in jc.
the work is much more compared to sec4.
end so late every day. damn tiring. lazy.

chinese so fucking bad. maths so weak.
chem kinda confusing. phy so many formulars
gp teacher so fucking fierce. PE lessons so torturing.
most peaceful day of the week -> saturday.

starting to dislike some people as i get to know them better.
one asshole always kpkb about everything.
just bescause i did well in some easy chem test, he must kpkb, saying, "why study so hard ?"
fuck him la. the test was really easy. nothing much to study then.

when he didn't do well in his test, he also must kpkb. tell me where he could have done correctly.
KPKB that he should get higher and stuff. cb. he's also damn action.
yet, he's a nice person at times. but i just cannot accept his kpkb.

and, i haven't been in contact with some of my friends cuz i'm really busy.
don't know how to create time to keep in contact.
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=((((((

wth la.

2005-04-30T22:19:00.000+08:00

eh. it's damn fucking irritating to blog.
signing in and wait for the damn blog to load.
sometimes i just have the mood to blog.
not at this moment.

anyway, one month since i last blogggggggged.
i've hated cjc since the first day, guess everyone knows about it.
but, it's getting better. thanks to the fun people around.
err.. just feeling damn pissed right now after WL told me some stuffs.
about donno what cheated her feelings thing. and i don know what and why.
i got my PW group. everybody in the class thinks that the group i'm in is 'hopeless'
fuck u all la.
a couple of my group members go around asking other groups, 'can change group with you ?' cuz they thinks the group is 'hopeless' too (don't know if they were joking or what.) . but i think that's damn fucked up of them. we have already been asigned to each group, just work together and get the best out of it. i've given up on wooing her already. cuz, she's not 'IT'.

anyway, i went back to sr yesterday to meet up with my tennis buddies.
have lots of memories in sr. i miss all my friends there. mr yeo is damn nice too.
playing tennis in sr is just too fun. i'm having mixed feelings now. don't realli know what it is.
don't even know why i'm wasting my time typing here.

my chinese is so fucking bad that i got myself a tuition teacher. and he is coming tomorrow. i just hate tuitions. it's damn 'day ruining'. but no choice, damn chinese. thank god its holiday on monday.

i know i'm not interested in her, but why do i get affected by how she's behaving towards me ?
one moment, things get mushy. then the next moment, she's bitchin'. is it her pms or what ?
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unsure of myself. if u know me better than i do myself, pls call me.

=|

2005-03-22T15:53:00.000+08:00

went to sajc to appeal with evelyn and george.
the appeal was just a form and they don't even ask for reasons for appealing.
i doubt i can get in there. saw my secondary school friends there too.

after that, meet up with clara at orchard.
went to coffee bean and slack with them. then to sushi teh for 'lunch ?'
then george and i went to some other places.
and i'm so bored now.

omg.

2005-03-22T08:51:00.000+08:00

:```(
i got posted to CJC.
CJC. !? fuck la.
what's worse is that my friends can't get iN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiyah...

2005-03-21T12:51:00.000+08:00

hey. the posting results will be out tommorrow.
roughly know where i'll end up already.
fucking hell.

hope to see people i know there.
not prepared for adapting to a new environment.
meeting new people. everything just sucks.
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I'M FUCKING BORED NOW. SUPPOSED TO GO OUT.
NOW I'M NOT GOING AND I DONNO WHAT TO FUCKING DO.
DAMN-SHIT-FUCK-WHORE-BITCH-HELL.
I'M HUNGRY AND I DONNO WHAT TO EAT.
BITCH YOU !

18th

2005-03-19T18:29:00.000+08:00

played tennis yesterday at STC, east coast.
it was damn hot la. the sun sucked up my energy.
i could play much better when the sun went down. haha. ;)

stopped playing at about 6+ and went to macdonals for rest.
had ice milo and yogurt. and waited for my parents to pick me up for dinner.
went to red house for dinner.
while i was eating, i felt damn sick.
got giddy and my stomach felt bad.

when i got home, i vomited like crazy.
could see vegetable floating around and.........................nvm
but i felt damn good after that.
then i went to sleep.
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wooHoo

2005-03-18T10:51:00.000+08:00

hey hey. the bbq was not bad.
finished all the food. and the charcoal was burning red hot.
thanks to the wind.
everyone left kinda early. but was okay.

f*ck

2005-03-17T10:17:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored.
have a bbq at my place later today for the class.
sadly, many people couldn't make it.
some really can't come because of some important stuffs, so it's okay.
sometimes, feel like telling some of them 'fuck u'.

last minute fucking tell me that they can't come.
what do they expect me to do with their portion.

anyway, i bought an iPod mini yesterday.
not really happy with it. just okay... okay.

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i can't stop thinking of u.

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2005-03-15T01:00:00.000+08:00

at george's house now.. played need for speed underground 2.
b4 that, he introduced me to alcohol. we drank thirty-3.
bad influence.

going home sooon .......................................................................

=))

2005-03-14T10:37:00.000+08:00

wah... 1st 3 months gonna end already. thats really really fast !!
still can remember that i was very afraid to go SRJC b4 the school started.
was afraid of meeting new people, new compound.. everything.
now, i'm missing everything. learnt new skills too.

life in SRJC was really fun. had fun hanging out with all my friends.
miss the study room, the canteen, LT5, tennis courts, concourse......
miss looking at all the chio bus in school with my guy friends.
(haaahaaa, now u noe what i'm doing in school.)

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Ahh...

2005-03-13T20:52:00.000+08:00

i've decided to start blogging again.
felt like there's some stuff that i need to tell it out.

anyway, the first 3 months in SRJC have been really fun.
made many new friends there. guess i'll miss them after we "split up".

joined tennis as my CCA. training is realli slack, that's why its fun.
a pity that the girl i like isn't in the gals team becuz a black fucker
thinks she's not good enough. (nvm.)

at least i got to know her with the help of my friend.
i don't know why, but i don dare to talk to her much in school.
still can remember my friends urging and screaming at me asking me to not be 'hum ji'.
i guess it's just infatuation. but i really like her. er. donno what i'm talking.

tennis - the people there are realli nice (except a few)
enjoy hanging out with them for dinner after trainings.
tennis coach is mad sometimes. always feed us a basket each with balls at extreme sides.
had fun receiving serves from 'monkeys'. killing the blaCK monkey was most fun.
Mr. Yeo, tennis teacher-IC, is a nice guy. lucky to have him as a CT and physics tutor.

class - the people in my class are cool too.
there are 2 dogs in my class. ( one white, the other black )
i wouldn't be going to sch if its not for my classmates.
love to joke with the guys in class and skipping lessons.
somehow, i regretted not engaging much with the class.
there will be a bbq on thurs, hope it turns out well.

srjc - the school anthem is damn irritating.
the sch is rather old too. at least they painted it.

er.. i noe i have more to type. but can't remember it now.
continue soon !.

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2005-02-18T19:00:00.000+08:00

stupid blog.

2004 ---> 2005

2005-01-01T14:44:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year, everyone !

I had a pretty 2004, hoping for a better 2005.
2004 have been really fun for me.

Even though it was a stressful year,
i had lots of fun with my classmates and teachers.
No doubt, Dora's lessons were horrifying,
but i enjoyed it when 'he' screws khandi.
I love St. Andrew's, will never forget the good and the bad times.

I have learnt many things in 2004 and
have become more matured(i guess).
However, thinking back, i was really mischievious.
I became more idiotic under the influence of my
neighbour, George.( hahahahhahahaha, please don't be pissed with me George.)

Now, 2005, new challenges ahead.

look out !

2004-12-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

george, if you are reading this,
i'm sure u will share the same view as me.
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i'm posting this blog after a long time
because i need to tell it oUT !

anyway, george, have we been played ?
our first mission burst because of our stupid actions.
( u noe what i mean, haha )

now, we have a new mission.
are we going to let it slip again ?
she seems more friendly and willing.
mUhehe.

she has greater melting power than our first target.
i almost melted in the lift. lol. ( u noe why.. ) biatch

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2004-12-17T23:34:00.000+08:00

so sad.

=D

2004-11-19T10:51:00.000+08:00

hey...... the Os is gonna end today.
i can't believe it.. HAHAHAHAHAH
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for those who still have papers after today,
i'm sorry for partying before u. mUHehehe

...

2004-11-18T16:58:00.000+08:00

damn it.. studying have never been more difficult
it's impossible to study today.
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_!_

1 !!!!

2004-11-18T14:14:00.000+08:00

ahhhh...
tomorrow is the last paper !
chem chem chem.

2 !!!

2004-11-17T21:51:00.000+08:00

3 !!

2004-11-16T12:45:00.000+08:00

oH No. !

2004-11-15T22:59:00.000+08:00

think i'm dead for geography exam.
its so boring.
can't study it for more than an hour.
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how ?

4 !

2004-11-15T11:50:00.000+08:00

5

2004-11-14T13:29:00.000+08:00

count down.

2004-11-13T21:48:00.000+08:00

=]

2004-11-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

hey. 7 days left.
come on.
count down with me.
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haha !

=D

2004-11-11T10:37:00.000+08:00

8 more days to coffee.

=)

2004-11-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

hey. i'm having one week break now.
haha. next paper will be on wednesday.
don really have the mood to study.

but i'll persevere.....................................
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hehehe

_!_ _!_ _!_

2004-11-06T10:03:00.000+08:00

have not felt happy after any O level paper.
all the papers were manageable.
but i donno why and how i messed it up.
got a bad feeling about this whole O level fuck.
think i wouldn't do as well as i wanted.
10 years of education, for all this shit.
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i need a shoulder to cry on. HAHA.

_!_

2004-11-04T13:36:00.000+08:00

i'm a fucking careless asshole.
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2004-11-02T12:08:00.000+08:00

SS. hahahaha.
the paper was okay.
but, i just realised that i
didn't write many key words.
nvm
it's onli SS.
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sianXz

wOoHoO...

2004-10-31T15:00:00.000+08:00

yEAhh.. the Os' is gonna start soon !
looking forward to the end of it.

!! 19/11/2004 !!
best day of year 2004.
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muHhehehehee

mm..

2004-10-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

wow.. today,
i explored mithun's new family car.
realli cool car.

can't believe we spent 2 hours in there
checking out the gadgets.
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sleeping.

bored...

2004-10-29T13:12:00.000+08:00

the o levels is in 3 days time
and i just don have the
drive to study anymore.

get distracted easily by
the tv, my bed, the computer
and the tennis racket.
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veri bored.

yeahh.

2004-10-28T22:20:00.000+08:00

yay. it's my birthday tomorrow.

but, i don't have the mood to
celebrate cuz the Os is so close.

studying on my birthday seems
impossible, but i have to try.
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sacrificial birthday.

hmmm..

2004-10-27T07:02:00.000+08:00

finally, the practical exams are over.

i think i did better in the physics prac.
than the chem. prac.

time to concentrate on other stuffs.
muAHahahahahhahaHAhahahaha.
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_!_

wOOps.

2004-10-26T12:59:00.000+08:00

hAiyaH.
today,
i played 2 hours of tennis,
slept for 2 hours,
ate for 1 hour,
watched tv for 2.5 hours,
online for .5 hour.
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behaving like the 'Os' have ended.

.

2004-10-26T04:40:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is the phy. prac
can't really prepare much.

anyway, didn't had enuff
sleep yesterday.
gonna take a long nap now.
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sleepy.

hEy.

2004-10-24T13:48:00.000+08:00

23/10/2004.
9 days left to the 'real thing'.
27 days to 'freedom'.
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i wish i can achieve what
i have been working for.

even tho the chem. prac
was a little screwed up for me,
i'm not gonna let that affect me.
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regretted playing too
much tennis today.

nO.

2004-10-20T10:06:00.000+08:00

omg.. the practical is in 1 day time.
i can already feel it - anxious.

can't believe that i'm sitting
for the real thing.

hope that i have been well-
prepared for it.

anyway. i went sch wif
the tot of studying.
but somehow, i played 'soccer'.
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disappointed

..

2004-10-19T12:44:00.000+08:00

hiyah. damn tired la.
can't study anymore for today.

2 more days to chem. prac.
fucking scary.
not enough practice.
lousy teachers.
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sleepy.

hehE.

2004-10-18T14:44:00.000+08:00

woOPS.
my previous post made
my friend so angry. lOl.

anyway. i wasted my day AGAIN.
i need help.
2 weeks left to 'O'..
isn't that scary ?
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hey

2004-10-18T14:35:00.000+08:00

hey.. got my own blog now. finally.
stupid friend of mine.. so selfish..
onli post his own stuff and everything.
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link me people.